i can try my hardest and have nothing to flaunt
it’s not me, i’m no good at things you see
you can say you love me but i know what you want
it’s not right, you can’t take it all from me
i am sick and tired of knowing i’m gonna lose
every fight, before putting up the fight
at this point i wanna die, i just wanna die
you can’t try, to begin to change my mind
oh, i don’t know what to do, is it even worth it to continue when i know…
the harder that i try i get less and less every single time
i’m sick of sitting on my bed coming up with rhymes
if no one wants to hear them then why am i still trying
to make somebody happy when i’m thinking about dying
if i can’t live with myself why do i bother faking a smile
for someone who i know couldn’t care less about my life
if you could feel the things i feel then maybe you won’t hate me
and i could live in peace knowing that no one would forget me
but oh, i don’t know, what to do or why i still continue
or why i still continue
maybe somewhere deep down i know that i’ll make it if i push myself through everything
one day i will be happy and it won’t just be a dream
maybe one day i will be happy and it won’t just be a dream
one day i will be happy and it won’t just be a dream
i swear one day i will be happy and it won’t just be a dream
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