1. |
Closure
03:25
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it’s only fair that i get closure
probably think ur so funny i’m dead, yes
tried to erase what i wrote out with pen, yes
whatever happened to when we were friends, yes
things could be better now but i won’t check
no
the leaves on all the trees left to die
the branches block the streets where i drive
it always seems so pointless to cry
i never get my answers and why?
i’m not a punching bag, i’m not target practice
i’m not expendable, and i’m not your friend
ANYMORE
let me pretend that never happened
struck down in battle but at least i fought, right?
harvest my body and leave it to rot, right?
i’m just an insect u needed to swat, right?
buzz in ur ears til i’m caught but
i don’t wanna die yet
this is confirmation
shell was once a person
ur an abberation
always saw it coming
just a matter of when
emotional violence
go, get it over with
the leaves on the trees left to die
the branches block streets where i drive
it always seems pointless to cry
i never get answers and why?
i’m not a dog that you force to do tricks
i’m not controlled by any government
i’m not a pawn in your dumb game of chess
i’m not a host there for you to possess
i’m not a punching bag, i’m not target practice
i’m not expendable, and i’m not your friend
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2. |
You're On
03:53
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shape of a friend but just the silhouette
and don’t u get too close
‘cause i don’t wanna know what’s under it
by definition this is all transaction
and don’t u try to stall
or hit me with a blue shell just to win
well you’re on tonight, you’re on tonight
you’re on tonight, you’re on
you’re on tonight, you’re on tonight
you’re on tonight, you’re on
you’re on
woah, chill out
talking bout all this and all that
but u never move forward
and woah, chill out
wanna prove me wrong with the right words
yeah, wrong with the right words
nose in the air ‘cause ur the best one there
and nobody knows what they’re missing
but reality’s not fair
hallucinate like you do every day
my name is bitter in your mouth
but you pretend to like the taste
well you’re on tonight, you’re on tonight
you’re on tonight, you’re on
you’re on tonight, you’re on tonight
you’re on tonight, you’re on
you’re on
woah, chill out
talking bout all this and all that
but u never move forward
and woah, chill out
wanna prove me wrong with the right words
yeah, wrong with the right words
where is ur god?
they must be quiet today
today or every day
and it’s ur fault
how can ur prayers be heard
when u put in none of the work
get mad at me
or use me to get what u want
check off none of the above
where is ur god?
they must be quiet today
they must be quiet today
they must be quiet today
woah, chill out
talking bout all this and all that
but u never go forward
and woah, chill out
wanna prove me wrong with the right words
yeah, wrong with the right words
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3. |
Boyfriend
02:56
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who does she go to when ur out of line
who takes her out when ur asleep at night
who lets her in when u don’t have the time
who’s gonna tell this guy ‘cause
im the girl that ur boyfriend is worried about
see it in his eyes every time we hang out
we both know who’s winning
we can fight if u want to
in ur dreams ill haunt u
don’t be so insecure
if u really loved her then u would’ve done better
oh, better
i’m better
oh, better
i’m better
she’s been stuck in my head
and i just pretend u never existed
she hangs up when u fight
then thinks about life with me and her instead
she dances in her room
while i’m on her bed and u aren’t missed and
if u just had a clue the things that we do
i know u’d be pissed and
im the girl that ur boyfriend is worried about
see it in his eyes every time we hang out
we both know who’s winning
we can fight if u want to
in ur dreams ill haunt u
don’t be so insecure
if u really loved her then u would’ve done better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
oh, better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
i’m better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
oh, better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
i’m better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
oh, better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
i’m better
(coulda done, coulda done better)
oh, better
(coulda done, coulda done)
i’m better
im the girl that ur boyfriend is worried about
see it in his eyes every time we hang out
we both know who’s winning
we can fight if u want to
in ur dreams ill haunt u
don’t be so insecure
he’s worried, yeah, i got it covered
aw, he’s worried, yeah, that she’s in love
he’s worried, yeah, i got it covered
aw, he’s worried, yeah, ‘cause she’s in love
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4. |
Arcade
02:37
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take u to the arcade
where we’ll complain about work
and u’ll invade the space in my brain
oh it hurts when u walk away
from the campaign
and i’m just staring
‘cause if i follow u it’s obvious
i never really had to prove it
u could’ve been the one and i knew it
i liked u better in my head
where i decide who u are and
two birds of a feather
should not flock together
eyes like u have no idea til u see her
hands tied, but if u ruin my perfect world
i’d thank u for ur service and hey,
aren’t i lucky to know someone
who paid attention for a while?
i never really had to prove it
u could’ve been the one and i knew it
i liked u better in my head
where i decide who u are and
two birds of a feather
should not flock together
two birds of a feather
should not flock together
two birds of a feather
should not flock together
i never really had to prove it
u could’ve been the one and i knew it
i liked u better in my head
where i decide who u are and
two birds of a feather
should not flock together
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5. |
Sinking In
03:20
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i’m not doing so hot these days
damn, guess isolation got hands
will u ever stop gripping my neck
will u ever stop breaking my back
there’s no escape that i can see
damn, i gave up so easily
sinking in my bedsheets at night
slouching ‘cause i lost all my height
this isn’t what i meant when i said i wanted something new
either way i’m screwed
this isn’t what i meant when i said i wanted something new
either way i’m screwed
OH NO!
why can’t i steer back on the rails?
damn, i feel like that ship has sailed
had it once but i let it go
sun, moon and stars all lost their glow
hate this exhausting sensation
damn, how long can i overextend?
not surprised by my fragile health
predisposed to feel overwhelmed
this isn’t what i meant when i said i wanted something new
either way i’m screwed
this isn’t what i meant when i said i wanted something new
either way i’m screwed
OH NO!
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6. |
yyyy
02:33
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everything’s wrong
tell me why why why why
did i plant a whole forest just for u to start a fire
did i bake us both bread to hold my mouth open for crumbs
and oh weight of our woes have splintered all my bones
tell me why why why why
tell me why why why why
tell me why why why why
tell me why why why why
everything’s wrong
tell me why why why why
did i waste all that gas if u didn’t want the ride
did i sweep up the glass so you walk on the floor
i had my mind in control until u took it by force
tell me why why why why
tell me why why why why
tell me why why why why
tell me why why why why
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7. |
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cling to u at the show
pull u out of the cold
warm u up in my car
drop u off after dark
well do u see another option for us?
‘cause i’m just ur commitment but ur more
and how will i forget u when the night ends?
‘cause ur sleeping peacefully and i’m bored
don’t u wish i was somebody else?
don’t u wish i was somebody else?
don’t u wish i was somebody else?
anyone else
oh i know it, i know it
i know it, oh i know
kill me now, pretty please
leave me in a heartbeat
break me up into crumbs
hold me under ur thumb
well do u see another option for us?
‘cause i am just a campsite but ur home
and how will i forget u when it’s over?
‘cause ur so indecisive and i’m sure
is it the shirt that im wearing?
is it my intake of caffeine?
are u not into the hair dye?
is it the grass stains on my jeans?
is it my personality?
is it the constant panicking?
do i not make u feel alive?
is there just something that’s missing?
is it just something about me?
don’t u wish i was somebody else?
don’t u wish i was somebody else?
don’t u wish i was somebody else?
anyone else?
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8. |
Hear Me Out
02:45
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i know that there’s traffic, but that’s not the point
i wanna stop time and be stuck with u
i get it now
please, hear me out
it isn’t that easy just dropping u off
i’m falling in love, what more do u want?
i get it now
please, hear me out
was all of it worth it, did u have ur fill?
u know that this killed
i get it now
please, hear me out
i knew there was traffic, but that’s not the point
i wanted more time
i get it now
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9. |
Go-Getter
03:04
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i bet i was cool for the summer wasn’t i?
part of ur plan to waste 3 months of time
i’m sure u don’t care or whatever, am i right?
complicate art just to imitate life
for someone so pretty
the way that u acted was shockingly ugly
taught me a lesson now i won’t forget it
i bet that ur bed is always a mess
and there’s dirt at ur doorstep
there’s blood on ur hands
say it with ur chest that i’m just decoration
get out ur frustrations on me
saw urself out before i could enter
i get it girl, whatever, whatever
well ur closed off and i’m a go-getter
and i thought u were perfect
but i should’ve known better
and i thought u were perfect
but i should’ve known better
i should’ve known better
do i have a note saying “leave me” on my back
feels like everyone but me gets to laugh
you know i was cool with being an open tab
im just not manic pixie enough for that
for dreams that were vivid
the reality is more lacking in color
no saturation, and i don’t have patience
to put on ur shoes and tie up the laces
or find a replacement
my cards are all hearts and urs are all aces
i’m always last place
and i’m right where u want me to be
saw urself out before i could enter
i get it girl, whatever, whatever
well ur closed off and i’m a go-getter
and i thought u were perfect
but i should’ve known better
and i thought u were perfect
but i should’ve known better
i should’ve known better
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10. |
Jaws
03:13
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run from my moral obligations
no downtime ’til i’m separated
can’t take a load off my mental weight
been at this so long that i forgot what for
i think with my heart and not my mind for sure
so drained that i swear i could hibernate
i wish it was the way it was
i’ll wait for u to close ur jaws
i’ll wait, you won’t, ha ha i wanted u close
i’ll wait, ha ha u won’t
i’d poke the bear but i would get bit
u’d take me out if u could commit
wash away evidence of my remains
been pacing my bedroom going back and forth
breaking up the tiles that were on the floor
no resolution, i’m wracking my brain
i wish it was the way it was
i’ll wait for u to close ur jaws
i’ll wait, you won’t, ha ha i wanted u close
i’ll wait, ha ha u won’t
i’ll wait for you to close ur jaws
(i wish u would, i wish u would)
i’ll wait for you to close ur jaws
(i wish u would, i wish u would)
i’ll wait for you to close ur jaws
(i wish u would, i wish u would)
i wish it was the way it was
i’ll wait for u to close ur jaws
i’ll wait, you won’t, ha ha i wanted u close
i’ll wait, ha ha u won’t
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11. |
Whatever, I Guess
03:25
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nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
oh, you don’t see people, no u just see numbers
and oh, you don’t know my name but could list all my failures
oh, agony’s a daily encounter
and oh, searched for my answers but i never found her
and i’ll shut up for you so we can get along
and I apologize even when I’m not wrong
I’ll trip on my hurdles if you want the gold
make a fool of myself to be part of your show
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
oh, is it just me? am i just a burden?
and oh, everyone leaves and i’m left uncertain
oh, do what i can to stop it from hurting
and oh, a choice that’ll cost me my favourite person
I’ll stay naive ‘cause it keeps me happier
I’ll show up a mess, so you feel prettier
At the end of your day, you won’t have a clue
That at the end of my life, i’ll have lived it for you
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
nothing matters anyway, whatever i guess
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